I don’t know who I am, but
I do know that a mistake will
Define you!

Sometimes I wish that I can find
The pieces of my life lost
In the deep blue sea;
Waiting to be discovered
Over the ******* that conceals
The hidden meaning of my existence-

Freshman year was a pain-
I am that LONELY girl
That walks the halls,
The name that everyone FORGETS,
The memory that is LEFT to fade,
And the girl that goes UNNOTICED;
Until an ERROR is made-

As a young girl trying to find my place
In this world can easily be deceived
From what I thought was love-
Quick to the looks without even viewing within:
Little did I know that
Love was the beginning of something “more”;
He was like me, but charming and full of desires.
I surrendered my dignity
My value and everything that makes me- me.
His eyes quick to the fame without
Even thinking of what the impacts might be,
He made me his game to win the prize of fame.
I was the VICTIM of his foolish games!

People view me as if I was on the front page
of a magazine;
All of a sudden
I am the ***** that
Walks the halls,
The name everyone RECALLS,
The memory that will NEVER fade,
And the girl that is always PORTRAYED-

Sometimes I want to be alone ;
Far from the chaos
That lurks within,
I wish to stop thinking.
I do not understand how people
Can tell my story without even knowing the context within!

My identity was formed, by
The wickedness of others-
They call it “freedom of speech”,
But little do they know that came straight out of CRUELTY!