The ice sifting in my glass melts as the full moon sets Another vice, constricting, like a tightly wound corset I can't be around so many people in such familiar atmospheres without a mixed drink and a cigarette intervening through my beers
On her phone, at the table She seems alone but not ashamed I wonder if a single person here could even guess her name For a little liquid courage I finish up my drink I transfer to a closer chair and ask on what she thinks
"I've got a past consumed by lovers and a future filled with death But the only thing I've ever wanted was someone else inside my head I want to hear somebody understand that I don't always feel so fine" I think I start to fall in love as she pirouettes her glass of wine
She tells me how she grew up on shattered hopes and dreams Yet everything she's ever needed has been well within her reach The scars that she has they paint a vivid history A reminder of the past A tour guide, makeshift, just for me
We talk a little longer We joke and we sing Halfway through her bottle her ride informs us she's leaving She says "I think I'm gunna miss you when I'm alone laying in bed Unless you want to take me there and tuck me in instead"
We head out to the main street where I hail us a taxi She says she wants to split my headphones and hear something relaxing So we listen to Alcoa Cab Rides & Cigarettes I never knew that such a sad song Could evoke such an affect