I'm so tired all the time

You never let me go
I need an escape

I can still see you in the shadows even when you aren’t there
How am I supposed to sleep?

You’re a distraction
I keep begging you to leave

You’re the only thing that's burning when the nights grow cold
Is it easier to stay here or is it easier to stay awake?

You’re a nightmare
I can see all of my fears when I look at you

I don’t know if you love me or you want me dead
Am I the only one you do this to?

Your face is imprinted on my brain
It makes me feel a little ******

Everytime you say you're gonna leave, that's when you get the best of me
Why can’t you leave me alone?

You're a devil in my brain whispering my name
I can't live my life when I'm thinking of you

The lights go up and I no longer see you, but I can feel you all the time
Is this going to happen for forever?

You turn into something I don't recognize
There's something wrong with me

Can somebody fix me?