You only text me when she's not active.
You talk more when no one else is around.
You always destroy my self esteem.
And I feel like I always let you down.

You are the only one I want.
I can't stop thinking about you.
You've told me a million times that you're scared.
But I think it's because of me, everything I do

I know I'm not perfect
And I can't change that, trust me I've tried.
I've tried more than you know.
But it's so freaking hard to lie.

Everytime I think you're falling for me
Everytime I think you'll stay.
You destroy the feelings I have
But you build them right back up the next day.

I can't ignore you
because everytime I'm mad
You try to make it better.
And you rebuild all the feelings I had.

J. Martyn