Our last few days were filled with so much bliss But now I sit here just wishing for one more kiss You packed your things and walked away Only turning back to tell me to stay
Now you are there and I am here I’m all alone and drowning in fear But every time I try to talk People just sit there and gawk
How can she be so selfish they ask She doesn’t have to fulfill such a big task “What about him” they all agree But no one seems to bother to ask what about me
You left everything behind After that contract was signed Now you do what they say Knowing they won’t lead you astray
You paid a huge price Just to try and give us a better life All people see Are the sacrifices you made for me
“What about him” they all agree And again everyone forgets... what about me
I gave you my heart But that was just the start I gave you my all I told you I was in it for the long haul
But now I am all alone Only able to talk to you through the phone I try my best to make things easy for us Trying not to make a big fuss
But I am expected to do whatever you say Like there is no other way And I am supposed to blindly follow every decision you make No matter what is at stake They all want you to be happy Without me getting snappy They look at me like I hold you back Or like I am going to throw your whole life off track
I just want to do what is best And forget all of the rest But I get no say So it doesn’t matter anyway
I’m stuck here Feeling broken and insecure Just trying to be ok So that everyone else can go on with their day
“What about him” they all agree But this time I ask
“What about me?”
No one seems to notice that having a boyfriend in the military is just as ******* me. But, I am expected to be ok and give up everything, no questions asked.