It wasn't a big deal.
He just asked for some help
Can you help me find this shirt
Can you let me in the dressing room
Can you fit me for a jacket.
But I was petrified.
Terrified.
What if I do it wrong
What if I say the wrong thing
What if I upset him.
What will happen?

In reality, nothing.
but in my mind
Everything I am frightened of.
In my mind
I am burning.