I gathered all my love and affection together and after time of carefully holding it dear to my heart those feelings turned to a ball of light. Day by day it became harder to hold onto, more painful to keep and evermore lonesome tucked within my embrace with nowhere to go. These feelings became a burden, a reminder of a tragic affliction. I wanted to abandon it, to forget it, to replace it with a lighter burden- but such a feet I could not accomplish. Slowly I became a soul ****** to walk the earth burdened by my own feeling like a spirit trapped in limbo by it's own lingering attachments. Just as I wanted to curse my petty existence, to denounce the joy I once felt and to empty my heart for the darkness to feed I looked up one last time and saw what I had been so blind to notice. As if Apollo himself whisked upon the darkening sky to free my plagued soul I found the answer out from this onus. The sky has become filled with lights burning as bright as mine so I threw my orbΒ Β beyond the horizon that lay before me. Hopefully this light filled with my love and affection will reach. My burden is freed and I can live again. What lies in the future all depends on you; who lies on the other side of my world.