i did anything to have you,
without you i wasn't the same,
routine tasks became hard without you and your influence.
every insecurity i had was flushed out through a tingling feeling that started at my fingertips and traveled through my whole body.
i sat in silence, submerging myself in pure euphoria.
i'd leave everything behind just to have a tiny taste of your bliss back in my life.
just one more time,
oxycodone.