the rain is full of ghosts tonight they push the trees to tap on the glass they moan and shake the leaves i watch the moon and ponder where my lips have been who i have touched i have forgotten the ones in between, forgotten when i wonder why it’s then and now and in between here i am stuck in the middle the arms that held me weren’t as strong as my head rested on another’s pillow i ask the ghosts what went wrong they sigh and leave me alone.