It’s evening. Isaac walks to the beach as if he’s lost. He climbs through artificial dunes, through false ramparts pushed hard against the ocean’s erosion—cliffs of sand. So let’s call him Clement Cliff and let’s say that he’s an actor and distant cousin of Montgomery Cliff— that he’s a stage of sand, a progression of the beach. Blind, he walks to the beach each evening now because I make him walk. He hates the water’s soul. He feels its fear. He goes because I make him go. He does this now (we do this now), so I can walk; walking, it seems, is very bio-mechanical. So-bio, so-mechanical: the brain’s music.
We call this beach Pangaea, for it looks to be a map of early earth; it looks a plan for earth cut by the tides before the continents were torn asunder. (My, how Biblical, my dear, ‘asunder’.) It looks that way when I stand on the cliffs— like lands formed in jest. I love the air up here. I love it that these cliffs are not a place for sacrifice or suicide. Jump and you will take a tumble. Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill will land on the soft sand of Pangaea. Pretending flight, they fall. Don’t cry, honey. It’s just a bruise. Give it a kiss. Isaac, he laughs.
It was right that he should die before me. Every night we stand right here among the cliffs. (Prominent among the bluffs.) We watch and listen as the ocean sings. The ocean is alive. Pangaea is where sun and sea must meet. Pangaea, the sea, the soliloquy. We go down to the sea in ships. A thousand must set sail every day. (All launched by your face, my dear.) Tonight we sit and listen. The ocean makes its music. I leave on a singing ship.