are you happy, genuinely happy I mean.
does that smile you put on your face
come from a good place
or is a front, a fascude you put on.
because you dont know what it is
you think of it as a symbol
instead of an emotion
a symbol that represents well being,
a new pair of shoes, fresh set of clothing
and other superficial meaningless things.
I dont blame you though, happiness itself isn't a cool look anymore. at least you're content with your misery.