i walked four miles in a hurricane to buy you a cupcake my pants are soaking wet, my skin is heavy and damp with the droplets of hope that clung to the corners of my lips you looked at me with sad eyes because i was trying so hard to tie you down with ropes and prayers with cupcakes and pinkie promises but you are a helium balloon up there, i can't reach you, i'm too short, you have to go away from me, so far away and i watch from this puddle on this concrete street corner until you float behind a cloud and it's not my fault my grip is so weak i tried to hold on as tight as i could, but i was tired so tired and i let you slip away