Yes sometimes I’m lost
Confused on what I thought
Was true and was real
I believed what I feel
Walking in place
With a dark creepy taste
Intuition can't face
Realitys disgrace
Temptation was wrong
For Patience lives long
Now my Sanity takes a seat
As slowly my feet
Start to run after me
And I looked to my back
As I run for the start
And I see a dark man
Racing straight after me
my body starts to cry
My mind starts to fly
Memories come fast
My vision won’t last
His voice screams to run
Yet his face says hold on
This race is not fun
So even faster I move
O his soul I must lose
For every step I take
He takes two times two
My blood turns blue
Suddenly I can’t move any further
I look down and the ground seems closer
It opens and I’m thrown into fire
My mind says it’s okay but I know I’m a liar
The burn is worse than any pain that’s real
So I close my eyes and pretend to not feel
And I lock up my memories in a box of steel
The key I crush under my heel
And pray to god that hell is not real
But this fire keeps burning a bright white fear
Into my heart and breaks out tears
Reality is lost, mixed with clear
Fogs the mind with uncertainty
Never will you see clarity
Soon you lose all sanity
Talk yourself into charity
Burn and burn like serenity
Try to fight but it’s useless thoughts
That convince your soul into hopeless shots
Into the veins like clueless shame
Take the part it’s you to blame
The highs not worth your life today
Or the you that you’ve thrown away
So take back what you lost
mistakes, Never believe a foe
your trust should take
A seat on the throne with all you sake
It's hard to see, blinded no light
I'm starting to feel.
I lost my fight
Enemies hide inside plain sight
Never too late to turn to right
Right feels so wrong
When life just drags on
Wrong lingers and quietly reaps
In that forsaken closet you swore would keep
A broken lock the shame you sweep
A stronger persona you try, don't weep
If it's meant to be then it's meant to be
You can't change a path that's paved for me