Failure to leave sooner has caused more pain than ever before. I see the error I have made. Now I set to put straight all the wrongs that have occurred. I ask nothing of  the silent blackness. Where light never shines. Never warms. I say good day and good night but again the blackness has taken hold. ***** feet stumble amidst the rubble. Direction has become dizzying. One pathetic soul trapped me far below the flames. Even Hell doesnt feel as cold. Tragic are the days my heart sang  there was no greater shame than you to lay the blame.