and what the world may see
my bounding heart now lies still
the echoes of the feeling we call happy
are silenced.

i have arrived my friends,
i am soaked and hurting
wont you let me in.

your black hole is an invitation,
a home for my broken figure
my broken baby
and all the people i love.

yet they are not comfortable
here.
doused in blackness,
gravity leaves them and the people
are left with all they do not know.

my mistake has all but near destroyed me
my will and ways have reached the point of
mortal waste.
it hurts everywhere.

someone help me, please
as im drifting out into the black
tell me to come back.