Oh, how I'd love to go out for a smoke. Stare off into the distance, lonely, wallowing in self-pity. I can't decide if I want to be holding a Cuban cigar or a skinny Camel. What do I want for the day? Oh, how I'd love to go out for a drink. Feel like royalty sitting on my throne, surrounded by strangers who don't care. Wallowing in self-pity. I can't decide if I want an old-=fashioned or Aviation. What do I want for the night? Oh, how I'd love to go out for a walk. Is it so hard to ask? I can't decide if I want to be a criminal or a killer. I messed up, wallowing in self-pity. What do I want for life?