I could never imagine this emptiness
I could never imagine you leaving
Yet, you left again
I’m stuck here grieving
Coughing, heaving, hurting, wheezing
The pain cuts so deep, I’m stuck believing
That my heart needs to stop beating
To appease your convenience
But, every day feels the same
The pain doesn’t change
The memories remain but the heart breaks
A little more each day, your words were the bullets that pierced my soul
The brain holds the memories but it takes
So much to keep the tears back so they don’t flow
Now, I miss that smile, I miss your laugh
I’m stuck wishing for time I’ll never have
Wanting a future but I’m stuck living in the past
And it’s crazy, I’ll close my eyes and picture the stars
But I see you shine, imagine you in my arms
You’re on my mind, you’re in my heart
All the time, in these lines, in these rhymes, even when we’re apart
I’m sorry for all the pain I caused
I was looking for something, anything, but found nothing cause I was lost
But I love you, I swear I do
Do you love me too?