I thought you knew that I loved you.
I thought I had shown you enough for you to be with me
I was restricting myself from the fear of not being good enough for you.
Fear of you not liking me back, but still I knew what I wanted.
And I thought.. I had done enough for you let me love you more.

The moment I think about you
I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don't know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But with you in my heart, it simply sank

My hands are numb like ice.
I feel like there's something inside me,
Choking me with every breath I take,
I want to smile, but I just cant fake.

But if I tell you all this, you'd just leave.
Like I meant nothing, you'd just think I'm crying because of the pain
But this is a cry for help and you leaving will just shred my heart more.
Ah but this pain is numbing me from the blunt fact.

Like every silver lining in a cloud,
I guess there is one to the fact that you don't love me.
Because I sure know the pain that I will have if I know you're dying.
And I never want you to experience that.
So yeah, guess its good that you  love him and not me.

It's probably my fault, My love was not enough
My love was not enough to keep you in my life.
My love was not enough to spend the rest of my life with you.
My love was not enough to make you happy like he did.
My love was not enough to give you what you deserve.
But your happiness was enough to wipe these tears,
And forget about these scars.


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