Die. Dissonance, die.
I'm so happy, I could cry.
This open cage, I stay within.
This infidel scolds his sin.

I want to be a tragedy,
Without their hurt.
I want to be clean,
I want to roll in the dirt.

Held in two, I must shred.
Held in two, I regret.
It is here I forever bide,
It is here I am fit to be tied.

I want the smoke to consume me whole.
Yet, I suffer without total control.