Weird is normal
Normal is weird
What is normal?
When everything is fake
Everything is a pretend
Put on my best faces
Wipe that ugly tears
And let the best faces get the best of me,
Slowly it  takes over ,
Now that's my persona
It is taking over me.

Only if you would see the real me ,
Only if you could see my mind ideal fantasy ,
You would see the real nightmare,
Watch me smile while i jump off the cliff
I **** myself to feel alive
**** myself  in my mind
Killed myself a thousand times,
To wake up from this fantasy
Reality is the honesty,
That people don't accept.
Emptiness is the real deal
I don't know what to feel,
So don't try to see what's in my mind ,
There is no way out , you will never find.