"Beautiful," you sigh, "You are beautiful." Muffled against my collarbone But suddenly, you are not the one I trust A different house, a different night A very different boy Who expected very different things of me He used the same words But when he called me beautiful He was not talking about My glowing personality And I said no I swear I said no So when I got afraid You thought it was you But it's not your fault It's mine. It's mine. (I said no, I swear.)