I stare at the million wrinkles on each hand a respectable women once told a smaller me this means I am a wise soul but I didn’t feel very wise when a million taunts and laughs at school followed me around at recess until one day I careened off my green bike and landed among the sharp little rocks that bloodied these hands as I felt the pain slide through every line in my palms I knew this was life and that I would have to try again