i need a hug, not a false side one. a really long one. one in which i just disappear from the world.
nothing else will matter. not the fact that me and you have both moved on and found someone new. i need one so tight that i can feel my bones being crushed and pressured until they s h a t t e r .
until i see nothing but a black screen.
because all of what i've seen is pain and hurt. people fall and are pushed to instantly get back up and brush off the dirt.