ever since they left me,
i haven't been the same.
i've been trying to heal,
but all i feel is the pain.

the pain from the heartbreak,
and the pain from the hurt.
but also the pain from the thoughts
of how i did it first.

this happens on Friday nights
when my chest gets all tight
and my stomach doesn't feel quite right
and the tears fall from my eyes.
these Friday nights.