Heartless creatures crawl out of my mouth when I'm around you.

They scream and shout cruel words that slap you in the face.

I try to cover them with my cupped hands, but they always seem to find their way out.

I hate that these cruel monsters hurt you the way they do, but I guess they're just letting you know how much it hurt me.

How much it hurt me to look into your eyes and see only her.

How much it hurt to touch your soft golden skin and know I am not the only one who has felt this pleasure.

How much it hurts to have a heart that only beats for you.

How much it hurts to be human.