There are times I wish that you can see me more than me.
More than the friend who can be with you anytime, anywhere.
More than the friend who can give you advice when you're having a hard time with her.
More than the friend who doesn't say anything even though you don't call or chat for more than a month.

I wish you could start seeing me as a girl who continues to improve herself.
I wish you could start seeing me as a girl who is capable to love and be loved.
I wish you could start seeing me as a girl who can take good care of you... you can love you wholeheartedly.
But I know that you can't so I will just pretend dumb and numb from the pain.