I don't always mean These words I say Nor these things I recklessly do In the pitch dark of night I suddenly awake And frantically reach for you Somehow you're still here Then I realize my greatest fear To be alone in this broken world A single man without a girl So I must admit I need your love Even though I abhorred the crutch Nothing is as it's suppose to be ThankΒ Β god For cursing me! ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''