Ive never felt more secure being alone than being with us You're always there but your absence is the only thing I can trust While my tears wash my pillows I can count on you not to know But I guess that's just the way it's supposed to go Your arms are supposed to be the most familiar forigne place I've ever been But just when I start to forget them- they come back again You're the only stranger who's kiss can ground me The only ghost who's seldom smile I beg to see. I'm screaming to the Gods almost every night Begging not to be the only one in the fight. And then I hear my phone ding, And I forget why the **** I'm writing this thing.