I know what I'm doing is wrong
The guilt is slowly eating me away
This isn't the first time and I know it won't be the last
I thought I was over it
But I am not
I want what I cannot have
and I'm addicted to the cause

I don't know what to do
how to breathe
how to pretend that I'm not just letting it all fall apart
once again
just for the longing of his touch