why cant i look in the mirrior and see the person they see? why do i think so negatively about myself? how come they are my friends but i cant see that? i don't want to be ashamed about who i am i want to embrace it i want to love myself for who i am and what i can become i don't want to hate myself anymore i want to see the me that my friends see i want to smile at my reflection who am i, and why cant i just love that person?