Take me away Drag my wistful body with you To the land i frequent but have never existed within The heartland That you must seek to find When my arms are heavy and my head propped up on this Adrenaline Pillow And the threat of reality looms omnipresent at the door Probably the most explosive Shame In the history of a good Girl Names and emotional Subtitles loom in a corner booth Soundtracks meet me like an old friend Phrases Stick to me Double sided tape They take a little of me with them Too If i lay here It will leave If i lay here it will leave If i lay here Covert identities Stashed in a drawer Hidden under a dresser A clothesbin A pocket Stashed in me Trusted to no one I know words in other languages I shouldnt know Mesmerized by the curiosity of A chance A Chance I wish i knew how to quit you To undo the rope Im done rappelling Off this mountain That Breaks My Back I am fluff Lint on a rainbow shirt A frequent washer Never clean I am the guilt at the seam Because there is no gold Foolish girl The love of angels keeps me alive But what would Gabriel say To that?
A lil baby gay who didn’t know they were queer as hell yet (and agnostic af)