last night
i cried for you
but only for a little while
i hated you once
but not anymore
i only hate you when you're around
and i can only really love you when i see you
you've got a face for a smile
and only choice few would understand
just how ******* hilarious that is
i hate how i can say something
that will make you laugh for 20 minutes straight
but i can't tell you anything serious
i hate how you kept a vegetable in your car until it rotted
because you found it on the side of the road
and thought it was funny
it sure ******* was
i still have pictures of you on my camera
that i haven't developed
because face it
i'm cheap.
i hate how i keep talking about you in present tense
when i haven't seen you in almost 7 months
you still hang on my wall
you still linger in photographs
i still look you up on google sometimes
to see if you got that crap off your record yet
the further along these months go
the better.
because once it gets to 12
maybe you'll come home
maybe you'll even look the same
i ******* hate how hopeful i am
i hate all this
but i still hope
that i can see you again someday