You know just what to say, just how to look at me, to tear me to pieces. I feel like it's a gift you possess. An exceedingly rare one. Nobody else has ever made me flame up inside just with a simple look, a simple touch on the wrist.
On those days when I hate my very existence, when I doubt that I should be the one at your side, you have only to draw me near.
Even with your tender words of love, promising that I am the most, the best, the greatest, my self-hatred burns me up inside until it shows on my face.
You kiss it away and tell me sweetly to prepare for my destruction. And I come willingly, for destruction is a beautiful word when sitting upon your lips.