I saw my best friend
Well, ex-best friend
We used to be so close
I didn't know what happened
We just didn't talk anymore
We just became cold
I didn't know that your kind smile could do such a thing
It left me
Alone
In the middle of loneliness
When I saw you, my heart raced
Like the air of awkwardness was strong
And it strangles me
It suffocates me
That I can't breathe
And I try my best not to act strange
Cause you known me so well before that you might feel me dying of nervousness
When I saw you
There was literally nothing but space between us
Yet we act like that space was a whole universe
We act like there's a giant wall that seperates what we used to have
T'was precious
T'was sweet
And I can't help but remember the times we spent together
I want to tell you everything but I can't seem to mutter the words
My lips made space for the silence of breathing
But never my thoughts
I miss our talks
I miss our laughs
I miss the relationship that we had
I miss your jokes
I miss your presence
And sometimes, I wonder how it would be if we never grew apart
I slowly raised my hand
But gravity seemed to pull it down
Anxiety pulled harder
But hope just won't give up
Before anxiety won, best friend noticed
Well, ex-best friend
It was too late to back out
I let out a small wave
You returned with a kind smile
And again, you left me
Alone
In the middle of loneliness