Do you remember, when I showed up at you door? And I told you that “I wanted more”… You looked me in the eye… And told me that you couldn’t lie… You said you found someone new, That this isn’t how I wanted to tell you.
I’ve told twice before, before I showed up at your door. That I loved you, more than I wanted to. You said we’d give it a try, but baby, now you’ve told a lie. This isn’t how I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t know how to reach you. My phone keeps saying that the calls and the texts won’t go through. Because of what she’s done to you…
I just came to say I love you. You told me you didn’t want me to. Let me tell you, that’s worse than “I hate you”, When you said, “you didn’t want me.” But it’s a fact, it’s not a phase… That I love you more and more each day. I tried to hide it, to fight it, to give up on you. But clearly, that didn’t work. Otherwise I wouldn’t be hurt. Or at least not that bad. But you said you didn’t want that.
I don’t know what to tell you. You’ve broken the last straw. I saw you with her. And realized, I don’t have closure. You never told me goodbye. And every time I cry, I still remember those golden eyes, Feeding me lies.
You told me I had a chance, that wouldn’t last. But here we are, it’s been years. She is still here. And I’m still haunted by her. Because I didn’t get closure.
I just wanted to tell you I loved you. That you were everything that I wanted. Somehow we ended up here, fighting about you two. Now you’re gone and I’m haunted. But it’s fine because you have her. And I’ve finally got… Closure