i sometimes feel your eyes on the back of my head like i'm an alien with antennas and green skin and you're a scientist trying to figure out how i'm even alive. i sometimes want to grab your ears and kiss them like they do in all the magazines i shouldn't read even if i like the way models stare through me. i sometimes wish your mind and mine were the same because my fingers are small and you couldn't grasp me with just your hands even if you tried.