That one night,
Where we both
Took a chance,
Was fantastic.

We literally danced
In the ******* rain.

That one night,
You said you cared,
But wouldn’t dare
Get too close to me.

I felt nervous,
But I stayed flirtatious.

You took me
In your strong arms,
And found your way
Inside my body.

You literally parted
My mouth with your lips.

You said,
“Let me teach you
How to kiss.”
We laid down
In a content bliss.

We literally
Cried out in ecstasy.

Now, you tell me
You don’t think I can
Handle being just friends.
This is where our story ends.

Now, this is where
My whole world spins,
And nobody here
Truly wins.

Well, to be
Completely honest,
You broke my heart.

You said your
Cutting remark,
And now I am left alone
To walk that trail in the dark.

I thought we could be friends.
Why does our friendship
Need to end
Like this?

And why the ****
Am I always the one
Whose heart is left to bleed out
Through the cuts
Done by that friendly blade?

I want to cry,
Maybe even die.

Maybe leaving this world
Would be best for everyone.

If that is what you want,
I will say a final goodbye.

My heart is left alone
To be in a lonely,
Broken, hurt
State.

My heart is broken
For the very last time.
I won’t let it happen again.

This action
I have planned.
Premeditated.
Will make sure of it.