your favorite season was winter [except when it wasn't] because you liked the way the cold made your body feel alive [except when you didn't] and you liked the way the trees could die and be reborn again because sometimes you wanted to die but not have to be dead forever and you liked the stillness and the calm and the quiet [I miss you] and I'm not quite sure how the tilt of the world works but I'd bet whatever's in my pocket that its spring wherever you are