Do I want a drink?
or do i want a walk?
I’m underneath the August spell,
and pre-September aura,
a star fell from the sky,
it vanished at dusk like a phantom,
a shooting star crossed my path,
it fell from so high,
entered my atmosphere,
which contained a black hole,
my stairway to heaven,
it fell from so high,
hit me like a storyline,
which expanded into a poem,
my great escape,
but I moved to a new land,
capitalized myself,
I write my future down,
upgrading it with every new day,
yes, I changed my lifestyle,
escalated backwards,
it’s time to slow down,
wake up happier every new day,
I wink at my past with grace,
all the roads that I drove through,
all the bars where I got wasted,
all the friends I let drive away,
all my failures,
all my victories,
blues you gave me,
and fake smiles,
I look at all of them with grace,
for the last time ever,
standing at the crossroads,
knowing where to turn,
at last.
Poem #26 and the finale of my first poem collection titled ‘Feels like Roswell’. I’ve come to this point in life in which I know it’s the perfect moment for a change. And now, I’m on a new track to hopefully somewhere where I’ll feel happy in the end.
Finally, after a few difficulties with the site, my first poem collection is out. It’s something I wrote just to release it - so later I can come back and take a glance at all my past feelings. I like the idea of sequencing poems and making them into one big thing, since it gives me a feeling of what I look like now and what to change to improve me.
For sure I want to release another collection, but this time more elaborate, original and deeper. I want it to have a happier tone since I can feel my growth. I’ve started working on it some time ago - it will be called ‘John Wayne’ and released in mid 2020.