When you dont call As you normally do, It doesn’t go unnoticed.

When you cancel Plans unexpectedly, i try desperately hard not to
Cry.

When we sometimes speak together,  I loose the ability over my voice

When I feel sad,
I try and think of you to shake away my pain

When we see each other, I’m frightened, I don’t know how to be me

When you leave me, the quiet is calming right at the beginning

When time begins to slip away,
the dull ache enters my body.

When time passes,
The utter despair takes over every part of me

When despair becomes manageable
LONELINESS takes the lead  

When loneliness becomes too much, it’s hard to face the truth,

When it’s all too much, you know it’s time,
To try and explain the pain to others.

When I reach out, they listen.
And I know I’m not on my own.