1. Oh cause it's an odd number Well I'm already odd That's why I ******* got here In the first place
2. Are you an idiot? I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yes... I want to change But who can prove I won't change back
3. I can't think anything Besides the thing I hate It's hard to to focus on the hurt it's causing When I feel so lost without it
4. I never wanted this for myself Worrying every moment About every calorie If any at all So desperate that the John becomes my friend My guilt disappears with a flush But the guilt of dying And slowly leaving the ones you love Stays fresh