You try to push me down
You try to push me around
But I dug my roots in and
I held my firmly held my ground.
When the harsh winters glistened
My body with snow and frost,
My heart and soul, and the embrace
Of my friends and family blanket me
With warmth, love and happiness
And all the frost and ice that I felt
Just melt away and I’m left with
A fire burning in my heart and soul,
A raging fire that never goes out
No matter much negativity that’s
Running through my head like
Rumors spreading in high school.
You pour endless amount of rain
On me and my life trying to drown
Me knowing that I can neither swim
Nor float but I made it though
The torrential downpour because
My friends and family are there with
A life raft guiding me along the way
Like tugboats guiding ships.
You try to blow me down with
Your powerful winds and
Every time I tumble and fall
I get back up and stand taller.
I was your personal punching bag
And I took your punches like a man
But your strikes hit me deeper in my
Heart and I cry every time it beats.
But unbeknownst to you,
With every punch you toughened my
Skin and formed callouses
And I stand tougher than before.
You think I became less of a man
Than I think I really am because
You thought you broke me
With every abuse you threw my way.
You think I’ll become less of a man
Than I think I can become because
My mind is already fucked up and
My heart broken with your words.
You think you have me in your grasp,
That you have me under your control
But still I rise.
Still I rise.