The worst feeling one can ever beget
is to be swallowed by guilt, fear, and worst of all regret.
I guess it really is true what they say
never leave things left unsaid and never run away.

I learned that now as I witnessed first hand
the epitome of the saying cherish what you have while it still stands.
I thought I saw it coming, I thought I was ready to say goodbye
but the thing they never tell you is that you'll never be ready to cut the tie.

I wish I had used up all the times you called looking for me
to spend time with you and show how much my love stretches to thee.
I wish I had the courage to tell you how much I appreciate
so that you didn't have to think my silence was hate

I'm sorry and I apologize that I had all the time in the world for everything
but never had the time for you to do something, anything.
I'm sorry that I had all the energy bigger than me to please
but you, who needed no pleasing, I never had the bit of effort to squeeze.

The times you reminded and left me annoyed
I miss them now, remind me I no longer will avoid.
I wish I had time now, time to spend
but it's too late, I can't bend.

I promise to be brave and strong
the way you wanted me to be, ready to face a throng.
It's not goodbye but a slight farewell
we'll see each other again, you'll see all's well.

Till then goodbye....