Back in that day When all i could do is to stare Looking up where you sing In the church i was just looking
Curious on who you are Seems like you're thinking too far How could i ever talk to you When i'm just someone you never knew
Thursdays and Sundays Those are my only chances To have stolen glance with you And dig what's there within you
Years have passed I never even got a chance To say hi nor hello Even a smile is hard to do
Now, a man you've become Confuse but firm and sound And me, i'm here Having a life with fear
You came at my weakest Waking me up in this madness Now you know how much im wasted Curled up and dreaded
Rarely i talk about my life But why its easy with you to start Dark stories i have or had How could i tell you with out a doubt
Everyday i'm liking you more and more You make me happy and afraid i cant control This feeling that started with a stare Back in the days when i dont even care
I wonder how playful life could ever be Thinking there could never be you and me We both have plans we need to start A self commitment we should never depart
I've thought that meeting you is my luck But knowing you is more than that Though everything may seem blur A blessing, that's what you are....
For someone i admire in the church back in high school ^^, 9 years or so of just staring and now, i got the chance to talk to him unfortunately he has his thing to be done and i have my plans too, sometimes i wonder why he came in my life in the most unexpected time but then im thankful still cause he's giving me reason to smile..... i know it may last soon so im just embracing this chance of talking to him on the phone with out seeing him in person.... thank you for being there ^^,