you watch life passing through like fast-forward scenes in the movies and you hardly see the details — how your friend got teary-eyed watching the end of a film, how the breeze  touched your skin, how the beer tasted, how fast the night was. you watch life pass through, and you don’t see how beautiful the moments are until you wake up alone and replay everything from last night.

you wake up with a hole in the gut, but you see these stills of life you seemed to miss and wish you could go back to see it in life once again, but moments are fleeting so when you have the chance to  experience the peaks of being alive, take it. seize it.