My crush who smiles a lopsided grin making me blush uncontrollably and tells me a joke.
The joke isn’t funny but I giggle anyway.
Who smells like vanilla and sweat.
Has a dream I hope will come true for his sake, but mostly mine.
Is passing class but won’t try.
Who runs faster than the wind.
Who when I talk to I stutter.
Who curls his voluminous golden hair with his fingers.
Who looks into your eyes and takes you away to a place of life, light, and music.
Who doesn’t know right from wrong?
Is charming but sweet.
Funny but serious.
Leaves you breathless and full of life.
He is alive.
He asks who wants to live life to the fullest who?
And I foolishly nod my head yes.
Whom I am attracted to like a magnet to a fridge.
Today I saw him talking to another girl.
He smiled a lopsided grin.
She blushed.
He told a joke.
And her annoyingly beautiful giggle, like the tinkling of bells, bounced off the halls and pierced my heart.
My crush who smiles at all the girls he sees.
Who makes you feel worthwhile and worthless at the same time.
Who broke my heart and never looked back.