All I ever wanted was to lay in bed with you,
Knowing when you run your fingers through my hair my eyes drop,
When you hold me I want to sleep because I’m so at peace,
One night to take a chance,
To love him,
I cracked when I cried in front of you,
You held me and said you would stay until I left you,
It’s been two years since I’ve known you,
I’ve only had three moments with you,
I hold you like your dying in my arms,
I kiss you like if we stop you will fade away,
You pushed me,
I let you,
I gave you all each moment,
All we had was nights,
Fingertips on my skin,
Your hand holding my head when we kiss,
Loving me more,
I’ve gone attached to you when I can’t let go of what I don’t want
I wonder how much it must feel to be loved that much?
I haven't let it go,
My time for action is on a timer,
Soon my love,
There is no way,
No way,
All long as we are both breathing,
We can start living