think I'm gonna cry soon

good thing i got some tissues

wishing you were here now

yea i known got some issues

but the tears just keep on falling
because i know you won't be calling
its just about accepting fate now
'round u the world just aint revolving
     so big, i feel so small in
  still so heavily involved in
 crazy how we get ****** into problems
when they're just not worth all the falling

n i don't know what to do to help
wishing it could be somebody else
who deals with these constant struggles
that my mind inflicts upon itself

another day another dollar
some more sad sounds
tho why i bother-
  entertaining all my demons
cant give an answer
cause id stutter

  been lost in all the madness
and cant keep track of all the sadness
i guess I'm crying for a reason
but outta no where it just happens

freak of nature
creature of habit
i try to change me
theres too much damage
look for another, easy solution
guess i just need, another bandage

then ill look as if I'm good as new
till the pain inside starts seeping thru