I sat down on the ledge after it got dark,
in my head only thoughts about my fresh start,
it got ultra bright,
I became a star,
and the unclear became clear once and for all,
I’m like a stained diamond,
I’m a medley of numerous colors,
mainly dark and light but they contrast well together,
they create me
24/7,
I exist in two separate and opposite dimensions,
one is happily blooming while the other one is haunted by eternal rains,
I found peace in being myself,
I’m variegated like a rare sea stone,
and most importantly I’ve learned to live with it casually day by day,
and every day is new,
the weather is changing with my inner climate change,
the ice melts and the sun gains power,
but why would I see faults in this occurrence, when I can cherish it,
not everyone perceives life in two filters at once,
I should be happy to be me they say,
and guess what - I am!
Poem #15 off my first poem collection titled ‘Feels like Roswell’. I got the idea of this poem in July and finally wrote it a month ago. It’s about accepting yourself fully, both the light and dark parts.