Searching for Connection, with nothing to be found. faces in their screens with their eyes always looking down. dare not share a shiver, cannot shed a tear. yet it always feels better whenever someone else is near. just an empty vessel of the lives I've tried to live, and this upright golden pedestal that carries all I have to give. so I keep on searching for the connection that I scarcely ever find, in all hopes I may one day see a heart thats just like mine.